shadowsoul96

been so sober lately, but baby maybe, just maybe I’m more than crazy only I can save me but I’d rather suck dick for bath salts than admit to all my faults you know I was feelin happy said shit so sappy but now I’m just crappy / you’re killing me slowly, like a killing tree growing while I sing sin look at this mess we’re in in over my head again but that’s the way it has to be can’t you see without your coke or lsd? Cause I just don’t know but I guess I’d take some blow whether it’s the shit for ya nose or I’m blowing out my brain to show I’m not ju

tryina blow an L not try crack slit your knife with the knife in my back no hope life's just slutty chick I'm a misanthrope with an insatiable dick I can't skateboard, wanna see a trick? should I write a riff or light a spliff? livin's got me down I need a lift like cokeor maybe ketacet think I can't kill a kilo, wanna bet? embalmin fluid in my cigarette see what I care, I don't even wanna be here alive this year cage said it clear, "shit's as pointless as a mayan pap-smear" you think I got some drug shits? take a look at my slit wrists hacked up chest and bruised fists yeah I got a problem or two, can't solve em so I huff

Life's a bore get off your knees you fucking whore this is a shotgun opera your lips are a trigger and I've cocked ya ready to blow and I'm ready to go got a cigarette and more regrets than I can show but I'll be damned if I let you know All this pain and all these scars I couldn't drink away if I owned all the bars so get off your fucking knees and tell me please are you just a bad habit or am I overly dramatic? Tell me baby do you think I'm crazy, do you think I'm insane? fucking up my future like cocaine standing in front of a speeding train knee deep in the water Sweetie I'm to early for the slaughter like twelve's to

You only live once? I only smoked six blunts And been high so many months That I'm lonely and I missed lunch Got on some pills To soothe my aches and ills But then I caught the chills from poppin niquils I aint a pokemon but I'll spark you up Or thrash your bitch ass you cash losin screw-up I'm too drunk I fucked two sluts Drank some vodka and stuck it in two butts I busted two nuts Came out bought donuts I'm on more lists than a chinese chin And all I do is get high and get it in I could be a famous rapper If I wasn't pukin in the crapper Cause my inspiration Comes to me when I've smoked away my motivation Who gives a f

I used to have money when the sky was sunny but then the sun set and night fell like an affliction while all my cash got eaten by an addiction I hate everything about myself, but that's not the bad news I used a razorblade to pay all my dues but it wasn't enough so I guess I'm just snuff left in a world that I'd love to end because each and every friend gets slowly stripped away even the ones here to stay can't seem to do so so I guess I'll go gung ho and do what needs to be done to make me be the only one in this fucked up city barely alive feeling kinda shitty half a pack of cigarettes later I'm on the decline like an esc

today Wasn't a great day Found out I wasn't good enough for any of you To be remembered or to be stayed faithful to I guess it's fine, though it's really not I'm content to sit on my cross and rot For all eternity When all I want to do is die like every kennedy I'm not a savior I'm a loser not a lover, I have worse behavior Than an heiress with all her riches I'm more washed out than dishes Or rather burnt out like the suspicious Packages I receive then smoke All away to be gone like my hope That anything will ever work out for me Because not good enough is what I seem to be Leave me out in the rain in the dark I'm barely b

All this blood flowing from my wrist Mixes with the alcohol from the bottle in my fist So much for the best years of my life I drank and smoked them all away Intoxicated just to kill the pain And wash away my sins like the rain It's horrible of you to let me stew in this God forsaken bullshit My liver and lungs want your head on a plate But if I can even wake It'll be a fucking miracle of nature But this wasn't in the nomenclature The contract of our terms and agreements Is strangling me and slicing my veins for accompaniments I'm going out of my fucking mind Everytime I die I need to rhyme Just to stay alive and out of jail